late august update

 hello angels! forgive me for going so long without any posts. I've honestly felt so unmotivated and unsure of topics to write about. please leave me suggestions! (: 

things have been well, but a bit boring. post-grad is hitting me quite hard, considering high school was already a mess, but the after effects are lonely. I've applied for a job, and have yet to hear back. im trying to keep things busy with my depop shop, but i have not had lots of sales. i write in my diary all the time, but that too, is uneventful. i have to go to the dentist tomorrow, which im so not happy about. summer has been full of nothing to say the least. not the way i imagined spending my "summer after senior year." its a bit disappointing, considering i have dreamed of this summer for years. but things are looking up. slightly. i honestly don't know what else to say, other than i do really miss writing to you all. 

xoxo

healing my inner child

 hello angels! recently i've been engaging in so many things i enjoyed while i was growing up. i feel like as we grow into adulthood, especially as women, we are shunned out of our childhood interests and forced to grow up. even as a teenager, i felt ashamed to enjoy the same things as i did when i was younger. i feel like a lot of the mainstream culture shoves young women out of tween/teenhood and straight into adulthood. being late gen z, i feel like i was one of the last tweens. i shopped at justice, listened to one direction, loved disney movies, played with dolls, and my only semblance of makeup was experimenting in the bathroom with drugstore makeup before a shower. but being in middle school, post-covid (2022 and after.) the environment was suddenly harsh, and being a tween was no more. the friends i picked and the idea of culture from then to now, made me ashamed of who i was. because i was told i could not like those things anymore. it was time for me to grow up.

my boyfriend's a vampire ~ a fall playlist

 inspired by all of my favorite 2000s vampire media <3

my return after a long, uneventful summer

 hello angels! it's been over a month since i last posted, please forgive me. my post-senior-year-summer-slump hit, --HARD. but after a long-awaited return, i am back :) i'd like to thank you guys for thirteen followers! it's not a whole lot, but each and every one of you are so important to me, i never thought i'd get like... more than two followers, lol. 

happy june ! + little updates

 hello everyone!!! i am finally back, after being gone for sooo long. life has been a whirlwind to say the least. i just turned eighteen and graduated high school. also hello to my new followers! i appreciate you. 

my custom graduation cap! (with progress pics!)

 hihi!!! :) so i decorated my grad cap for my graduation next week. it's supernatural themed, and i made it in about five hours. here's the completed product! i will also include my progress pics as well. 

my birthday weekend!

 hello everyone! yesterday i just celebrated my 18th birthday, yayyy. im old now, lol. i had a really nice day for the most part, minus having to go to school. 

mid-week blog

 hiii happy wednesday! i have a lotttt going on this week, but! i figured i would do a little life update. friday is my eighteenth birthday, yay! school ends in eight school days, and BOOM. i graduate. this week has been so busy. i ordered my birthday cake over the weekend, started building my new wardrobe, i've been reading a ton, had a dentist appointment, and i went to hollister yesterday. i got the cutest platform flip flops because i have no summer shoes lol. 

i got them for 16 dollars because i had a TON! of coupons. i have a bunch of stuff coming in the mail tomorrow, so i will post a haul when i can. i have 8 (school) days until graduation. i picked out my dress and its so pretty!  

its a remake of one of serena's dresses from gossip girl. i ended up getting it altered to add straps because it kept falling down because it was a bit too loose at the bust, so i have to go pick it up from the seamstress by the end of the week. anyway! i will blog more soon. :)

hopeless romanticism

 being as old as i am and never experiencing an ounce of romance feels so embarrassing. It almost feels shameful because in a way it does affect your self worth and self esteem. Ive never had a boyfriend, first kiss, nothing. 

you can be whoever you want to be. high school does not define you

I for real just woke up (not literally, metaphorically.), and realized i can be whoever i want when i graduate. People cannot tell me who i can/cannot be, what i should wear, who i can be friends with, where to go and when, what i should be doing/shouldnt be, what box im supposed to fit into, etcetera. I will be free, and i can choose my own path instead of being forced into being something that everyone has placed upon me. 

may the fourth be with you! . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

happy star wars day! 

my graduation mix

soooo i am soon to be a high school graduate! 26 days away... wow. i started making a playlist to sountrack the month of may since march, lollll. all of these songs are very special to me, but they fit the vibe of being a graduate, and the experience of graduating. enjoy :)

little blog about my saturday . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

 i was sooo happy to finally get out of the house for once. my parents and i went on a little outing to a vintage mall, it was actually really cool! here are some photos. 

my current summer mix

scar tissue - the red hot chili peppers

one sweet love - sara bareilles

dont know why - norah jones

mr jones - counting crows

soak up the sun - sheryl crow

there she goes - sixpence none the richer

sunday morning - maroon 5

good time - owl city ft carly rae jepsen

take a vacation - the young veins

float on - modest mouse

this love - maroon 5

open season - high highs

outbound - after

she will be loved - maroon 5

suddenly i see - kt tunstall

california (the oc theme) - phantom planet

semi charmed life - third eye blind 

good day - the click five

my own worst enemy - lit

hey jealousy - gin blossoms

all i wanna do - sheryl crow

breathe (2 am) - anna nalick

love song - sara bareilles

blood - the middle east

300 dreams - after

3 am - matchbox twenty

slide - the goo goo dolls

enjoy!!

a playlist for the hopeless romantics . ۫ ꣑ৎ .

purple rain - prince

heaven - bryan adams

pictures of you - the cure

400 lux - lorde

iris - the goo goo dolls

she will be loved - maroon 5

kiss me - sixpence none the richer

secret garden - bruce springsteen

look after you - the fray

welcome to my blog!!!

 hiii :D welcome to my blog! this is my first ever post. my blog is still under construction at the moment, so apologies if its buggy. im excited to start my journey in the world of blogging. im going to post a few times a week at least. subscribe if you'd like! i'm planning on posting about fashion, books, movies, and my life in general. stay tuned ^_^

xo